Sunday, December 12, 2004
sometimes i just cannot stop coughing! help needed. *pi pa gao to the rescue* ok duhz -.-
he wanted to go bedok 85 for lunch but most of the stalls were closed (i thought so and i also thought he knew argh). Zz`~ then went back to central. he wanted to dye his hair but was so damn fussy. spent so long choosing. anyway i helped him to dye. wah the dye stinks like anything. *poof* till now i still can remember how it smells. eeek. by the way that was my first time dying. haha. it turned out...kind of expected for me la. not very obvious but it is under light/sun. its reddish brown ok. not brown. haa.
i'm in fear now. i'm trying not to fall too deep. and i dont want to. 'cos if i were to fall deeper, i know i'll suffer when he goes to ns. haiz. i want to spend more time with him. yet, i'm afraid i'll grow more attached to him. such an irony.
damn. perhaps it's better to keep a distance from him.
perhaps. wanted to send him off. but his mum and sister all going. guess i wont go. he goes on the 8th and i'll only get to see him 2 weeks later! which is the 24th! *makes faces* hope things go well... Zzz`~
arghh.
take me with you
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